He doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that since he made the remark that ‘British girls have big front teeth’ you’ve gone back to the old habit of covering your mouth with your hand when you smile or laugh. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that what he said about your mother has made you cry… Continue reading He doesn’t care…

I don’t understand. Is it the fear of having wasted a year of my life? Why couldn’t I just walk away? I know I don’t abandon people, but I also have limits. I’ve beyond exceeded mine.   I wanted him to prove he wasn’t a bad person. He is so mean. So fucking unkind. I… Continue reading What is wrong with me?

… I never really understood the saying ‘Love is blind’ on this level before. Then again, I was never in a relationship with an addict before. The past week i’ve wanted to get into a time machine and go back in time and never meet him, but now i’ve stopped crying and am thinking a… Continue reading Love is blind

My boyfriend and I broke up. We’re still cool though. And i’m incredibly fortunate to know him and call him my friend. For life. This is all.   Diary entry, over.

I have a headache right now. I probably shouldn’t be in front of a screen. I’ve done some yoga (yesterday) and it helped. I’m hydrated. I lay in silence in a dark room. I’ve got my phone out and worked through sessions of the ‘Headspace’ app and meditated. It all helped. I realised in doing… Continue reading SHAME… you’re a bit of a tw*t isn’t it?

  So, here’s the thing. If you’re the sort of person that fat shames, then that must suck for you. Because clearly you’ve got some deep rooted issues you need to work on or at the very least hug it out. You’re a bellend. But that’s ok, there’s hope for you.   Guess what? There’s… Continue reading O B C T

  Unfortunately i’m one of those people that some people seem to talk a lot of shit about. This is always going to be weird to me, mostly because I keep to myself and I keep my circle small (not something intentional, just naturally as i’ve grown older and wiser, I’ve cut a lot of… Continue reading Frengers

  Another ranty post for my diary of rants. I like to be consistent.   I had this friend.  I don’t like to name name’s so i’ll refer to him as ‘Mr Friend’. On my 23rd birthday, in my ex boyfriend’s house, we were all hanging out after a meal out, and Mr Friend takes… Continue reading Lower the curtain, this show’s over

  Oh man. It kind of sucks knowing there are people in the world who literally despise you. Hate you.  What is unnerving about it is I don’t know why. I know I shouldn’t question why, and just accept that some people are just bitter and hostile and clearly painfully miserable. Someone tried to intimidate… Continue reading Really?

I annoy myself. There are people blogging about travelling this planet. Or about their careers and i’m venting about injustice from my past and present.   I annoy myself. But then I think it’s ok. Not everyone has had the same journey. Some people are damaged and although it doesn’t define them, it has left… Continue reading Future Stacey : It’s time