I can’t stop crying. This hurts so fucking much. The sadness is too heavy. I’ve never experienced grief that wasn’t just heart break before. This is different. It’s a rollercoaster I want to get off. Stabs to the stomach to remind me of reality. OCD manageable. Crying on the floor. Anger. Heart break. Pain. This… Continue reading Grief

Do you know what love is? Love is having walked away from an abusive family, rebuilding your life, and your sister’s husband ringing you in tears that she has childhood memories too and he doesn’t know how to handle it. Even though you are afraid, you don’t trust them (they could be spying for an… Continue reading LOVE