Today I was irritated. I’ve been keeping busy, productive and I don’t know if it’s the withdrawing from sugar that’s making me irritable but I’m getting pissed off when I think of how much i’ve been used by someone. Again.   He had the audacity to say I talked shit about his friends.  I… Continue reading Broken Record

Holy Chicago, 34. This year needs to be the year that…   I accept that Keanu Reeves is taken. (let’s be honest, i would never be worthy of such an angel of a man anyway).   I break up with sugar. I look back to the super healthy years of my life, the brief period… Continue reading Thirty Four

He doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that since he made the remark that ‘British girls have big front teeth’ you’ve gone back to the old habit of covering your mouth with your hand when you smile or laugh. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that what he said about your mother has made you cry… Continue reading He doesn’t care…

I don’t understand. Is it the fear of having wasted a year of my life? Why couldn’t I just walk away? I know I don’t abandon people, but I also have limits. I’ve beyond exceeded mine.   I wanted him to prove he wasn’t a bad person. He is so mean. So fucking unkind. I… Continue reading What is wrong with me?