I have a headache right now. I probably shouldn’t be in front of a screen. I’ve done some yoga (yesterday) and it helped. I’m hydrated. I lay in silence in a dark room. I’ve got my phone out and worked through sessions of the ‘Headspace’ app and meditated.

It all helped. I realised in doing so just how much I clench my jaw. I am so grateful for awesome yoga instructors reminding us to ask us to be mindful of such things.

 

I try not to get to political on here. I certainly don’t like to rant about celebrity culture because i’d rather talk about plants if i’m honest. I’ve really seen the ugly side of trying to have a peaceful, rational, intellectual discussion or debate online. I’ve been called a racist by strangers online. Each one I ask to give me one example, one single example of how i’m deserving of such a gross attack on my character… To which the reply usually is ‘wow, you seem insecure to be asking for an example. You’re clearly insecure of being called racist’.

 

No. You fucking imbeciles. I genuinely believe a word like that carries a lot of meaning. Not sure if ‘meaning’ is the correct word here. It doesn’t seem strong enough. It means something gross.  It’s a word i’d reserve for abhorrent bigoted humans. I would never carelessly use such a strong word. (Even though it was interesting that a study by Yale, I think it was Yale, concluded that the SJWs of the world are actually racist af.  I kind of hold every human to the same standard, but to think someone needs your help because of the amount of melanin in their skin, I think that’s a bit of an insult and obnoxious. But hey, what the fuck do I know?)

The word Racist. I think it’s a disgusting attack on a person’s character. I therefore, ask anyone who throws it out there to justify it.

 

Guess what.

They can’t. Not one of them.

One example guys. Just one. High five at your attempt of character assassination you malicious vindictive little shit heads.

 

 

For years I try not to let the media bias and Hollywood hypocrisy not affect me so deeply. But this time, I had had enough. For a while now i’d been unfollowing people I was kind of a ‘fan’ of. You know, cause you dig a show they’re in, or their filmography. Their work. But social media really exposes people’s character flaws. Like their love of publicly shaming.

 

Grim.

 

Lena Headey.

 

Lena Headey put a boy on blast with her witty GOT reference captions ‘SHAME’.  I personally think she’d been holding on to that gem of a caption and leapt at an opportunity to use it and get praise from her ass kissers… I mean fans.

Cersei, you sure are witty. Sorry, I mean Lena. I mustn’t forget the difference between a character you play and your character. That would be quite ignorant and stupid of me.

So I asked her why a teenager smirking at a man who approached him, banging his drum in his face offended her so much (I already knew why, because it was predictable) yet with such a large platform she made no comment about the BHI group (I won’t even include the name of their group here because quite honestly I find them disturbing and don’t want them coming across my blog).

So this known hate group were telling Native Americans that they shouldn’t ‘worship eagles’ and called them ‘Uncle Tomahawks’.  (First Nation Americans, i’m sure we had to change the term but i’m not super PC so i’d probably be offending people here. Not intentionally. Also the ‘Uncle Tomahawks’ was a reference to another name they were calling black children ‘Uncle Tom’. A name the far left, Regressive left call people of colour who do not ‘fit in line’. Do not think the same way. Who share different political opinions.  I won’t go into the history of the name here. Another name begins with a C. Rhymes with ‘soon’. Gross. And not exactly kind. The latest I’ve heard is ‘Little Kanye N(words)’. Charming.

I will openly and passionately condemn and discuss the corruption in the Catholic Church. My heart breaks for the child victims of the grooming and sexual assaults.  It’s pretty well known the skeletons within the catholic church. It’s widely and openly discussed and condemned. Rightfully so! But does that mean that the kids from the Catholic school should have to stand and tolerate this hate group, of adult men, shouting that their parents are child molesters?

No.

No. Fucking. Way.

Whether these kids were later being disrespectful littles shits or not (I’ve not seen any evidence of this being the case or seen anything to ‘back it up’ that hasn’t been debunked). They are teenagers.  To call for their public shaming (Kathy Griffin) and to dox them is disturbing. Kathy Griffin, when will you learn?  I used to find you funny. Even recently when Shane Dawson went to your crib. I couldn’t help but smile at your amusing behaviour. Even though I couldn’t quite shake the image of you holding up a severed (fake) head dripping with (fake) blood.

Lena Headey deleted her original photo of the boy as she claimed she didn’t want to be part of a witch hunt (Lena, you were there holding the the torch to light the stake).

She also said ‘I don’t care what happened before, I know a look’. I’m paraphrasing here.

So, she’s either a mindreader, or interpreting what a kid who is standing still and smirking is thinking. Fuck off Lena. You’re insufferable. Is it the MAGA hat?

Of course the hat triggers people. I’ve yet to hear a decent argument as to how they’re akin to wearing white pointed hoods or a swastika.  I am not ignorant to the fact that there are racist POS’s  wearing them. But do I think the majority of people wearing them are racist POS’s.?  No. Actually i’ve heard reason and valid points by people wearing them. People who love their country. A country flawed, no doubt, but also with parts of history to be admired. People of colour, included. It’s a shame they’re viciously called names and accused of being ‘traitors’. I have watched so many videos of the Walk Away campaign. Brave videos and i’ve cried at more than a few. Seeing people sharing their stories, speaking out from the depths of emotional pain… Man, it’s tough viewing. But I watched many of them. How anyone could be cruel to these people, it’s vile. I’m not a full on Candace Owen supporter, but she’s doing important and empowering work. So i’m all for ‘Blexit’.  I’m still being educated on the corruption of the democratic party.

 

Was it Trevor Noah who made a joke that if you ‘don’t like immigrants then you shouldn’t eat Indian cuisine, Chinese food, Mexican dishes’?

 

Dude, who on earth is saying they don’t like immigrants?  Aside from some absolute assholes or people with deep rooted issues and a lack of intelligence.

No-one.

You missed out an important word. ‘Illegal’.

Now, I’ve always thought i’m a bit of a tree hugger, peace and love person. I’m a hugger. I judge everyone on the content of their character. But I believe in borders. I believe in countries. I believe in border security.  I can’t help but laugh at people holding signs saying ‘No Human is Illegal’. It reminds me of the people in Independence Day on top of a sky scraper trying to welcome the aliens before being blasted with a laser.  NO I am not calling humans aliens. But I am saying that people who are criminals shouldn’t be allowed to enter a country illegally.  And yes, that means Mr white man who’s a child predator or a hardened criminal shouldn’t be allowed to enter any other country. Stop hunting for ‘gotcha’ moments.

Not all cultures are the same. Not everywhere has a separation of church and state. Not everyone has the same ideals. This is proven when people from different cultures say they do not ‘know the law’ when sleeping with a child.  And their lawyers get them off.  Fuck that noise. Everything I am saying is not BS. I can back everything up with evidence. If I was writing an article right now I would endeavour to do so. To link all of my sources. But i’m just going to rant. Because it’s a ranty blog post.

 

So, Is it 13 countries where you can be executed for leaving a religion?

 

This is my point. This is why I won’t be a globalist and will speak out against it.

Of course I think we have a moral obligation to take in refugees. People should have the basic human right to be safe. Seek asylum. You’d have to have a heart made of stone and be a c*nt of massive proportions to not want to help those in need.

But I am not ignorant to people faking their age. (you know, like a ‘refugee’ telling the family that looked after him that he we kill them. After he lied about his age and a dentist questioned the family over the validity of his claim of his age). And there are literally organisations teaching people to lie in order to get in to countries. They literally tell them what to say. What not to say.  I am not going to ignore victims of sexual assault. some of which are afraid they’ll be accused of being racist for reporting it. How heartbreaking is that?   The officials who knew about the victims of the grooming gangs in the UK are cowards. We openly discuss and call out the corruption within the catholic church, but when it is another religion, one I don’t even feel comfortable writing on here,  you are deemed a bigot. A racist. A Xenophobe.

 

Fuck off with your buzz words.

 

I am not ignorant to what is going on in the prison systems.  The violent gangs, and vulnerable people as their prey.  The radicalisation. It’s a serious problem. I actually listen to people who share the religion of the gangs. One brave man wrote an article about it. He wouldn’t conform to their interoperation of their faith and he wasn’t safe because of it. He bravely wrote an article when he got out of prison. I’m thankful for such a courageous person exposing that shit.

I listen to the man who was spat at on the street, didn’t know why, then realised it was because he was of another faith.

I listen to ex people of (said) faith and their stories. Especially when they’re trying to talk about issues and educate people and upper middle class white people are screaming ‘racist’ at them. I’ve seen a video of people of colour being screamed at by white people that they are ‘racist’ because they’re talking about why they have changed their mind regarding their religion.

The white guilt is strong with those people. Does it make you feel really good being ignorant virtue signalling screaming banshees? Refusing to hear the words of someone trying to tell their story.

I listen to people who have lived all over the world and their horrifying stories. People who have seen their loved ones murdered before their eyes.

I listen to the concerned people within the faith I dare not mention, who bravely speak out. And I am so grateful for people who openly call it out. I can’t imagine how much courage that takes.

I think there’s beauty in all religions. But I also believe that no religion is above criticism. I find it disturbing that many religions you can openly discuss, criticise and even reference in a stand up comedy show…. but not all. Isn’t that a but bizarre? Alarming? I think so.

 

Why didn’t the footage secretly filmed in one of the top London faith schools, one the current mayor of London visited, footage that wasn’t recorded on a body camera because the person was who worked at the school wasn’t allowed in the session. Footage from a camera hidden in the room. Why hasn’t that gone viral?

Where are people NOT speaking out about people teaching children to mock Hindus?  Where are the people standing up for Hindus?  Why isn’t this disturbing footage viral? I’ve seen it more than once. Allegedly the school tried to sue the documentary makers and said it was out of context. Forgive me, but what possible context could it be ok to teach children that Hindu’s are ‘stupid’ to ‘worship cows’.

So tolerant.

It’s so beyond fucked up. I can’t ignore it.  I think people are too oblivious and ignorant. Too busy showing how PC and ‘kind’ they are to give a shit about the indoctrination of vulnerable children.

 

I try to practise mindfulness and that sad thing is that even trying to engage in discussion it’s predictable the hostility and ignorance and genuine hate you will receive. For asking valid questions and making reasonable educated points.  (and yes, I am aware that this religion doesn’t apply to the recent incident I began discussing in this post, i’m just talking about media bias in general. Virtue signalling in general. But i’m sure someone would try to twist it into an attack on a religion. Give it a break).

 

This is why I am pissed off at the hypocritical people with platforms who preach about ‘hate speech’ but don’t use their platform to call out hate speech.

Unless, the person is white.

I actually gained respect for Alyssa Milano when she called out Louis Farrakhan. Well, the people who associate with him.

It’s literally sickening watching that guy speak. And when someone commented about the ‘Nation of Islam’ (a group) people were saying things along the line ‘hahaha, you idiot it’s not a nation’.  You uninformed muppets. It’s the name of a group. It’s a group who promote hate and intolerance.

And yes, I would be deeply sickened and angered by a white neo nazi speaking. By anyone who is racist, homophobic or just a vile c*nt.

But back to the original point. Does wearing a red hat mean that kid is a Nazi. Does it mean all of the people of colour who wear the hat are ‘Uncle Tom’s’.

Fuck no.

A lot of people perceive it that way? sure. But where is it declared that that means that. I’m open to being educated and having my mind changed on most things in life. I want to continue to learn until the day I die. If the hat said ‘fuck off immigrants’ i’d be outraged too. It doesn’t mean that though? So why act as if it does? Why look for such a gross meaning? Where has it been declared that it means that outside of uneducated bigots who chose to wear it and interpret it that way?

A smirk infuriated so many people. Kids being disrespectful (which is debatable in my opinion, because I see many different explanations for them dancing and cheering and shouting their school songs to drown out the hate speech) has outraged the masses. Those in power. A guy who worked for Disney put a photo with a caption ‘MAGA kids going hat first into the wood chipper’.  The photo, as you can imagine, depicted blood coming out.

People who called the kids Nazi’s were calling for the kids to be rounded up and locked in their school. Some went as far as to say burn it down with them in it. Some blue check celebrities (i’ve not heard of half of the celebrities) offered signed merchandise to anyone who finds the kids, and sends him a video of them beating the kids up. Literally inciting violence. Whether it was a joke or not.

 

You cannot write this shit. How sad that this is reality?

The media is divisive as fuck. Journalistic integrity?  Very few journalists seem to have it. That’s why i’m thankful for people like Tim Pool. I couldn’t do what he does. I find it troubling what went down before social media. Before victims or the media lies had a platform to defend themselves on a mass scale. Quite terrifying really.

I’m not as brave as other people in that I can’t deal with conflict. I can’t remain composed when some absolute lunatic is screaming in my face. I couldn’t not laugh, or walk away. I don’t think my sassy alter ego could refrain from being a bit of a shit to be honest. I’d need paracetamol just to deal with the shrill shouts of ‘Gammon’ and ‘Xenophobe’.

 

Just like feminists who are an insult to the genuine feminists throughout history and genuine brave women fighting oppression in the world today. They’ve hijacked the term. They’re angry and aggressive hateful BS. Don’t expect me to think of you as dignified when you’re wearing a knitted pink labia hat. Just like i’d never suck my drink through  a penis draw at a Hen party. Not my vibe.

If you’re marching for something, please know what you’re marching for. Don’t march for rights you already have. It’s an earning gap. Not a wage gap. It’s not men’s fault that we have to make difficult choices because we have to carry the child and have a biological clock that is ticking and we have it hanging over our heads. It sucks. And I have banter with my male friends that they don’t know the struggle. Because really. They don’t. It’s something i’m stressed about. It sucks. I want a career. I want kids. I want to find a way to balance it all and I know it won’t be easy. But not impossible. But I don’t blame men.

So here I am venting. On a blog just a few of my friends (and some I haven’t met, frengers) read. Because it’s a huge shit storm. It’s sad. It’s sickening. It’s frightening.

You can only watch so many hilarious SJW fails online and see so many spicy memes, before the sad reality of it hits you.

Fuck the mainstream media.

Fuck the virtue signalling hypocrites of Hollywood and people with their obnoxious blue ticks inciting violence and perpetuating hate.

Fuck the sheep. Not literal sheep. Not literally ‘fuck’.  Please don’t go and assault an animal.

Fuck the absolute idiots with weak arguments calling me racist and putting a row of laughing out loud emojis.  Racism is really something to laugh about isn’t it? Isn’t the word racist hilarious?  You bloody numpties.

 

Fuck the people who only listen to the stories of some people. Who ignore others screaming for help. To be heard on a bigger platform.  Where are the celebrities talking about what is going on in South Africa?

Fuck Sophia Bush.  I used to be such a fan of hers. Not because she’s gorgeous and was in One Tree Hill, but because she seemed like such cool person. Likable, funny, humble.  She’s spread misinformation and not retracted it. Fuck that. Unfollowed. Not that she’d care. But I think a lot of people are feeling the same way. If I was famous (even the thought of it gives me anxiety, I can’t even make a speech in the company of friends and family. I have this thing where I can’t handle a lot of people looking at my face and not being able to make eye contact with the person i’m speaking to).

 

If I were famous, a celebrity, I’d want supporters who call me out on my shit. Keep me grounded. Challenged me. Genuinely respected me and not kissed my ass. I’d really value that kind of ‘fan base’.  But nope.  Just me then?

 

Of course, these people don’t care about losing the respect of the few, because they have plenty of ass kissers. They won’t debate an educated knowledgeable reasonable person. I’m yet to see a debate where someone hasn’t walked off when they run out of examples and may need to think critically and really hear opposing views.  I’ve seen people say ‘I used to be a fan, but i’ve lost respect for you’ and the mean comments by these famous folk and their flocks.  Nothing like calling somebody a ‘nobody’ because they are not famous.  I don’t know about you, but humans are fucking humans. I’ll never idolise a celebrity no matter how talented of a musician they are, or actor. People are people. Some are cool and kind, some are insufferable twats. Some people in this world are evil. I can’t think of another word for it. Disturbed isn’t strong enough for some the the monsters who I genuinely wonder where the humanity is in them.

 

But I would always support the fight for freedom of speech (that doesn’t incite violence). Even assholes should have the right to speak freely. In fact, i’m quite ok with assholes identifying themselves. I think to suppress that could be more toxic and dangerous with hate groups. But I think we should call them out on it. And not be called racist for doing so.

One particular pretentious soy boy had the audacity to say to me

‘You are pretty quick to defend the white boy, and quick to criticise the black man’.

I try to refrain from name calling, but this dipshit is the epitome of why I’m ranting.

Listen dipshits,  After watching a 1 hour 46 minute 19 second live stream from the BHI group and various other uploads from different angles from the phones of people with differing points of view, I made a decision that the kids didn’t do anything worthy of the hate and threats of violence they received.  I found it odd that the hate group shouting racial and homophobic slurs were not being called out or shamed. I don’t agree with public shaming personally, but exposing the hate groups of the world, I think that’s necessary.  Look at the Westboro Baptist church, we have no problem calling them out on their hateful signs and disgusting BS they spew in the name of their religion.

The kids, in my opinion, demonstrated an admirable level of restraint in the face of what abuse was being hurled at them.  I would call out any kids for being racist. Without hesitation. I have done in person. More than once.  So Mr White Knight, you are an idiot. And I feel bad for saying it. But it needs to be said. You’re a bloody idiot.

 

And anger is gross. I hate that i’m angry. I laugh at my original tag line for this blog. ‘scatter kindness’.  Because I rant a lot.

But I don’t virtue signal. I think there’s a japanese word ‘Intoku’ which means ‘kindness done in secret’. That is pretty much how I live my life. I understand the importance of promoting a charity, getting word out about a cause… But I literally see people instagramming a cheque they’ve written, a screen shot of a donation (rarely anonymous) and taking a photo of them donating clothes.  It is amusing, but it’s depressing. How about don’t do it for self gratification. Do it from the kindness of your heart yeah?  A donation is still a donation if you don’t instagram it.  Like I said, promoting a charity and encouraging people to help out and spread the word is not what i’m talking about here.

 

But i’m finding it so challenging to chill the fuck out about all of this. It’s infuriating. And I am not brave enough to try to engage often in discussions because yesterday I saw how vicious and ugly these people are. Not the hate group I was talking about, but the Regressives who think they’re progressive. They sure go from ‘peace and love’ and Dr Martin Luther King quotes to hateful comments like the speed of fucking light.

What an insult to Dr King, to use his quotes to promote your intolerance of different views. To virtue signal.

Dear Lena Headey, I never met him, but I don’t think he’d have approved of you putting a 15 year old on blast like that. Dick move Lena Headey. Dick move.

Still, I eagerly await the final season of Game of Thrones. But hey, i’m just a nobody. No-one of importance to you. My opinion would be lost in the crowd of celebrity worshippers who hold you on a pedestal. Why would you even listen to what someone who challenges you had to say unless you could but a ‘savage’, ‘awesome’, response in as few words as you can. It’s ok, there’s people paying money to queue up to meet you. I’ve seen it with my own eyes. Comic book conventions.

I’d pay to debate you to be fair. To question you.

Actually, no I won’t. I’d be accused of harassment and called a racist. And you know, I’d rather spend £15 on a  new cardigan because I look like I should be pushing a shopping trolley and rummaging through bins.  (before you accuse me of homeless shaming, if I can’t joke about the fact I dress like tramp then I worry about the future of comedy. And I guarantee I probably do more for the homeless than you. I just don’t tell people)

I also don’t like to queue. I’m a patient queuer,  in fact, I get quite vocal in defending shop assistants when asshole in the queue tutt, sigh or in some cases shout shitty things. I’ve been in their shoes and faced the wrath of impatient angry aggressive people.   But I digress.

I’m a bit frustrated right now. It’s a bit of a build up of eye rolls and cringing that’s overflowing from me in this moment.

And before anyone says I am being a dick for writing a blog post heavily referencing a celebrity … a blog that a few people I know read …. criticising said celebrity for putting a kid on blast without fact checking.. to her millions of followers…

I’m not obsessed with her.  I can predict all the insults before I hear them.

Don’t be predictable. Don’t be an NPC.

 

Don’t be a moron. Please.

 

Orange Man Bad.

peace x